Completely Mental

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Are we dating? Are we fucking? Are we best friends? Are we something in between that? I wish we never fucked, and I mean that…But not really, you say the nastiest shit in bed and it’s fuckin’ awesome

Childish Gambino | Hearbeat (lmao my favorite part of the whole song!)

  • I went to The Kills concert last night. It was definitely the best concert I’ve ever been too. I was so close to Alison Mosshart, I almost cried. And Revolution Live is so fucking legit. I didn’t know places like that existed anywhere near Miami. Like fucking whoa.
  • I decided that I really need to start going out more often because my life is so damn sad/boring lol
  • This Friday I might go to either Space or Tobacco Road…nigguh I’m excited as fuh lol
  • So my parents are extremely desperate to try and get me to go to my prom. Just to go see The Kills I had to promise my dad I would go…but then after I bought the ticket I was like nah that’s bullshit, I ain’t going. I mean it’s not that I hate the idea of going to prom (I was actually looking forward to all that shit before school began) but now shit has changed so I think the whole thing is LAME. I don’t want to go to a dance with people I really don’t fucking like and who I really don’t want to remember for the rest of my life; I’m not much of a dancer anyways; and if I don’t have a date I really don’t see the point. So fuck it.
  • I’m Top Twenty…yeh. It’s lame but I’m pretty happy >.<
  • I might join Badminton…don’t ask lol
  • Uhhh…what else…
  • My friend’s boyfriend is going to be locked up for a year apparently…she really needs to just cut that bullshit. If she’s seriously considering waiting for a whole year for the kid then I really need to reconsider the people that I hang out with. Like you’ve got to be fucking kidding me. And then she tells me how she’s feeling all sad because she misses him and blah blah…like dude he’s a fucking drug addicted criminal. Get over it….I’m such a bad friend -_-
  • I decided that I don’t really need friends. I’m just happy with acquaintances. So fuck it.
  • I think everyday I become more of a misanthrope. I just really fucking hate people. I don’t know what’s wrong with me lol
  • I’m going to have to take my new shoes to a shoe place to get them stretched a little because they are seriously destroying my poor feet lol
  • People really need to stop saying YOLO. Don’t ruin the song. Please.
  • I got madddd cramps at the moment. Like FUCK.
  • I’m not a fan of babies but my baby cousin Jayden is seriously the only baby in this world that I just want to carry 24/7. I didn’t know it was possible to be so fucking adorable. AHHH <3
  • My weight has been bothering me again. I think I’m just gonna go back to my old ways for a bit…at least until I lose the fucking 100 pounds that I’ve gained.
  • I’m still confused about some shit. I don’t know man…
  • My cousin is not a criminal. Fuck the school system. Fuck the people.
  • I think I’ve turned into a really bitter person. I need to stop.
  • CRAMPSSSS :(

And yeah…I think that’s pretty much my week in words.

Alright. Bye.

It’s the last goodbye I swear. I can’t survive on a half-hearted love that will never be whole.

The Kills | Last Goodbye <3

But I’ll never give you up. If I ever give you up my heart will surely fail.

The Kills | Future Starts Slow

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Can’t deny that I want you, but I’ll lie if I have to.

Drake | Take Care

I want someone who isn’t afraid to show me how much they want me.

Couldn’t get Michael Kors if you was fucking Michael Kors.

Nicki Minaj | Dance (Ass)

The world has lost a visionary. And there may be no greater tribute to Steve’s success than the fact that much of the world learned of his passing on a device he invented.

Barack Obama on the passing of Steve Jobs

I need to be alone like the way you left me.

Childish Gambino | Heartbeat

Cause you know how to give me that. You know how to pull me back, when I go running…Trying to get away from loving ya. You know how to love me hard.

Rihanna | You Da One

But none of them you. I miss the sex, when you kiss whenever you through.

Childish Gambino | Heartbeat

You the one that I dream about all day. You the one that I think about always.

Rihanna | You Da One